John 9:1-41
It’s an old
question… and one that people ask all the time: who’s fault is it?
And we are
especially stirred up right now around the questions of health and healing.
As we experience
this strange time of self-imposed and government mandated isolation, when our routines
are disrupted, our jobs limited and our ability to do ordinary things from
school to going to the movies to weddings and funerals, it’s easy ask “whose
fault is this? Who sinned?” and also to ask about how we might find healing in
this moment where illness or fear of illness is at the front of our attention.
So, let’s
take a look at the Gospel:
One Sabbath,
Jesus and his friends encounter a blind man begging by the side of the street.
They ask “Who
sinned? This man or his parents, that he was born blind?”
Jesus says
that no one sinned, but God can use anything to do God’s work. Watch this.
So, Jesus
takes a little dirt, spits in it to make mud, and then smears the mud on the
blind man’s eyes and then sends him to the healing place to wash. He goes (or
is taken there) and he is healed.
The religious
leaders were amazed that the blind man can see, but they are offended that he
was led to the healing place on the Sabbath and that someone made mud to do the
healing. So, they interrogated the man.
“Who healed
you?”
“I dunno.
Someone named Jesus.”
“Uhm.” They
said. “Did you say Jesus?”
“Jesus.”
“Okay. You’re
not really that blind man. You’re just pretending.”
“Yes, I am.
Ask my parents.”
“Whatever.
Let’s try this again. So, how did you get healed?”
“What’s the
matter with you? Are you deaf? You asked. I answered. Jesus healed me.”
Fingers in
ears. “La la la la la. I can’t hear you. You can go away now.”
Jesus shows
us that there is more than one kind of blindness…but God only cares about the
spiritual kind. The problem with spiritual blindness is that we don’t see what
is right before our eyes.
Jesus comes
to the man after he was tossed out by stubborn religious leaders. Good thing
for Jesus he didn’t ask the man how he received his sight, because he might
have hauled off and popped him one.
Instead, Jesus asks the man if he believes in the Son of Man—Jesus. The man says, “show me, and I will believe.”
Of course, he is being shown because Jesus is standing right there. And the man
does believe.
Here’s the twist
in the story: In the Gospel of John, the most religious people imaginable have
their own kind of blindness because they see Jesus and do not believe. Except
for this man, he was blind but now believes and sees.
Blindness can
come from seeing too much. It can come from thinking we know how the world
works and how it ought to work. Blindness can come from thinking we have
everything under control. It can come from thinking that we can get God on our
side if we are good enough, smart enough, clever enough. Blindness can come
from thinking that we have—or ought to have-- in ourselves everything we need,
and that we don’t need anyone else—and that we above the need for spiritual
help. Often, when we think we see the
most, this is when we are the most blind.
A long time
ago, I met a woman priest who once ministered this diocese and who knew my dad. My
father was a deacon who came his vocation late in life—that, by itself, is a
long story, but for another time—and he was assigned to the chaplaincy at the
hospital where this priest did her clinical pastoral education. She told me
about how wonderfully supportive he was of her and her journey to priesthood.
He was a mentor to her, she said.
"Really?" I
said.
Well, I was very glad to hear that because I can remember when I was in high school and Pop heard the news of the first women to be ordained in the Episcopal Church. Let's just say that he did not take it well. He was, at that time, one very unhappy Episcopalian…he had all his arguments lined up. He was so worked up, he decided to a meeting of people opposed to the ordination of women. And, he told me later, that as he watched and listened, he realized something. All the people at this meeting sounded to him just like the people he grew up with in the segregated south: angry, afraid, and filled that scorn that comes from a kind of self-righteousness. And along with their fear of women priests, they brought all their other causes for anger and it added up to a kind of irrational rage. He had not yet changed his opinion about ordained women, but he knew that he did not want spend any more time with this group. He told me later that the experience was like having his eyes touched by Jesus.
Well, I was very glad to hear that because I can remember when I was in high school and Pop heard the news of the first women to be ordained in the Episcopal Church. Let's just say that he did not take it well. He was, at that time, one very unhappy Episcopalian…he had all his arguments lined up. He was so worked up, he decided to a meeting of people opposed to the ordination of women. And, he told me later, that as he watched and listened, he realized something. All the people at this meeting sounded to him just like the people he grew up with in the segregated south: angry, afraid, and filled that scorn that comes from a kind of self-righteousness. And along with their fear of women priests, they brought all their other causes for anger and it added up to a kind of irrational rage. He had not yet changed his opinion about ordained women, but he knew that he did not want spend any more time with this group. He told me later that the experience was like having his eyes touched by Jesus.
Just because
you’re not blind does not mean that you can see. It took time for Pop to see. Over
the years he got to meet and know ordained women until he met my friend the
chaplain and began to mentor her as grandfather teaches a granddaughter. When I
heard this story, a whole series of lights went off for me—because I got to see
that if my father can move from blindness to sight and from sight to
vision—then maybe there is hope for me, too? Maybe there is hope for
all of us.
There is
blindness and then there is blindness. There is the blindness that comes from
not being able to see. And there is the blindness that comes from choosing not
to see what God has put before us.
And there is
sight and then there is sight. There is the sight that comes from resting in
our own knowledge, our own power, and our own keen sense of the world as it is.
We may think we are being realistic in our skepticism, but we may simply be
locking the door on grace. There is another sight, a sight that brings vision.
That is beginning to see ourselves and creation as loved, cherished and worthy
of being renewed.
There is
sight that sees God at work in simple acts of kindness. There is vision to see
God at work in the care for the poor, the outcast and the lonely. There is
light that comes from encountering the face of Christ in every person that God
brings to us. We are seeing the eyes of many opened in this time of disease and
self-quarantine as we find creative ways to reach out and care for one another—visiting
each other on-line or by phone, doing errands for the homebound, finding new
ways to connect and stay in relationship.
We have been
touched by Jesus, and washed in the waters of baptism, and who have seen the
Christ in faith, in sacrament, in community, in the faces of our neighbors,
have a different vision. We have seen a mere glimpse of what God sees: a people
capable of love, of faithfulness, and compassion, and a creation full of wonder
and possibility. We don’t claim to see everything, but we know that in Christ,
God removes our blindness to hope.
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